all of me, loves all of you.

iwillnotcomparemyselftoanyoneelseiwillnotiwillnotDAMMITWHYDOYOUGETTOHAVEITALL?????? 

^ a disease. 

hate comparing myself to others, especially when they make me feel bad about myself. but i can’t stop it. i try and try and try and then there’ll be something that’ll make me think why them? why not me? and to a certain extent, i know the answer. but at the same time, as much as you try to tell yourself, they’re in a different part of their life as you or you’ll get there someday too, there’s that voice in the back of your head that screams: why can’t just get it right the first time, too? how do people get it all right the first time around? are they even learning? 

sigh.

it’s time for bed. 

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